bad day. bad bad
nsl prac test, although im totally prepared, know what to do. but so? the teacher is an ass
she's out to get us.
e amt of blusher she applied onto her face is more than enough for her to get a pass to sing chinese soap opera.
was so pissed, tht i banged into the rough texture pillar unknowingly; skin tore.

nvm, i will go watch cartoons!, found e song fergie sang in Poseidon.
so yah, im happy :D

thanks to ping & my smart brain.
now i noe where to catch cartoons! since i don't have scv means no cartoon network.
& kids central now don't really show nice cartoons. some looks mutated to me.

http://cartoons.peekvid.com/ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
162 spongebob sqpants vid!
got dexter! & JIMMY NEUTRON!!!!!!!! :DDDD
*drools*

28/1
into fluoxetine & tv and and.. says:I TELL U NO POK AH!!!!
?jaei?mine, for sure. yours, forever. says:NASI BABI!= nicole huang kai le?
?jaei?mine, for sure. yours, forever. says:haha!
?jaei?mine, for sure. yours, forever. says:i very bored lei
?jaei?mine, for sure. yours, forever. says:i want go back secondary skul
i want walk ard havocly in skul with you
then eat tom yum
then go dance studio
scold teacher
kena scold by teacher
fail exam
cheat in class
play basketball
dance uglyly
then i chase you smack your head
say hi to people i like
late for class
sweat in hall see stupid people perform stupid things

stupid ass! end up, i didnt become as bored as u. but become emo.
i can still rmb u wanted to chase me and hit me! but end up?!?! all your sweets fell to e ground. somemore, u just bought it & haven eat it.
those times we pon classes, then ask each other what's e letter writing format. lol!!!
times when we would forged our parents ' signature.
& how we quarrel for e first time. damn lame. but we made it up within 10 mins. lololololol!!!!!!!
then everytime, either me/ hazel late. end up u,june, hazel & me had to sing our mari kita & take our pledge at e carpark there. then?? aft sch where we go? report to francis. go detention.
1 week don't know go detention how many bloody times.
cheat in class more classic! whole class pass e ans to one another during mrs chua's biology class. end up whole class pass w flying colours. ahahahha!
tht's like e first time i realise our class damn united. ahha!
its been like.. 2 years since we go back to 6 head there play bball.
e problem now is tht we cant even wake up!
i miss cycling to school man. trying to do stunts at night, right in the middle of e road.
those times..aiyeerrr.
i miss e times me & my clique would go canteen to eat tgether, i miss npcc, i miss mr andy koh, i miss npcc & prefects camps, i miss expeditions, i miss trainings, i miss dance club, i miss the times our batch of prefects go agnst e older batch of prefects, threatening to quit,i miss tom yum, i miss studying in zhenghua, i miss my friends in 1e2,2e2,3e2&4e2 (my batch), i miss running arnd in zhenghua, i miss e times 4e2's guys hid all our books above e ceiling, its never ending. the list goes on.
okay, im childish. i admit it. 2 yrs since o lvl. and im still thinking abt gng back to zhenghua.i just want to stay at 16.

now presenting. e best set meal ever in zhenghua.

bundung & tom yum! kao!

*DROOLS*

im so gng to eat tht when i go back to zhenghua!

"auntie, yi wan tom yum! chu mee fen! duo duo la jiao you, bu yao cong, bu yao dou ya. jia liang ge zi cai ji!" "gan ma! wo yao yi bei bandung!"

:D

okay, all these 4 videos damn funny!!!!!! thanks to ping. ahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!

-http://cartoons.peekvid.com/s2252/e52643/
-family_guy_annoying_stewie
-http://www.metacafe.com/watch/278563/the_joke
-http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4uG85Oaca_o&eurl=



finally woke up on time to go for technique class. okay, even though were late by 30mins. but im there! :D
i was totally screwed. all those turnings just makes you feel like throwing up. heng i don't have e habit of eating breakfast not like jaei & zixiang. greedy pigs, go eat mac. eat! eat! eat!
haha!! feel like throwing up everything u ate in macs eh? AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!
okay, back to technique class.
i cant balance well, then it reminded me abt whatever boon told me e other time abt ppl who dont have appendix cant balance properly. i started to get paranoid and hopes that my appendix could grew back.


" POOOIINNTTT YOUR FEET!!!!!!!!!!!", " POINT YOUR FEEEEEEEETTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
okay, i've to practice harder; my turns, my flexibilty & to rmb to point my feet!
and make sure that every sat i could wake up on time :/


be like a nursing child,
to love like a little child,
& to trust like a weaned child. (:

got "How to eat Fried Worms" movie poster from jaei's mom.
reminded me of tht time when my grp & i joined npcc fear factor. and out of e 10 fried worms. i gobbled down 7 of it.
thinking back, luckily jayner ate 2. or i will be eating 9 out of 10 worms! emily who initially say tht she will eat 5, i eat 5. ended up eating 1 only. then the malay girls were fasting at that time.
what a time for fear factor.
but heng, those fried worms tasted like peanuts and not like some lao sai stuff. however its still kinda gross, cus peanuts don't have leggggiiiieeeeesss.
i wonder where in the earth did i muster my courage from?
im so brave eh. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

went to study at mac last sun w jaei.
okay, as usual.
one set meal, talk; hee hah hee hah hee hah heeeee, then...(ALWAYS!!!)
jaei: eh, why don't we go to my house now.
me: huh.. we haven study yet leh.
jaei: okay, we study abit first then go.
(after the both of us took out our books)
me: hey, let's go to your house now :D

then we went to her hse. played uno.
can u believe it, e both of us actually use 20 mins to finish one game.
my bro for once did sth good. he transfered a brillant application to my hp, FaceWarp.
damn fun. laughing at ppl's faces & your face.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
had a good laugh. laughing at jaei's face & my face.
nxt step, upload other ppl's faces like hazel and laugh. hahahaha!


okay, once agn. another wed. boring wed. 4 straight periods of nsl.
im so not going to sch.
so here i am. sitting in front of e com. uploading goong s & hana kimi.

read joanne's blog. she's totally right. okay, in my point of view that is.
how can anyone be sure he/she is e right one for you. like now? at this age.
and when someone says, i'll wait. it sounds like, okay, i'll wait, but
when someone better comes by, then its goodbye. (quoted frm joanne)
ngee ann's open house. 18,19&20 jan.
time flies.its been a year.

aft 2 years, e first time i saw him, was there, yes, ngee ann. ngee ann's open house.
okay, but in the end, who's e one who really has e right to say i'll wait. confidently.
definitely not you.
maybe i didnt really get it tht there's actually a coma behind to i'll wait.
anyway, all's over (:
just tht when i walked past fencing's booth. it just reminded me about all e stuffs in e past.

okay! okay! so, nra performed on 18 & 19.
first day was okay, other than e fact tht e cd screwed up halfway thru ciara. so
they skipped rain.
second day, which's tday. e cd screwed up agn. *rolled eyes* then,
they skipped ciara & rain.
but luckily for e 2nd time slot, everything went smoothly.
BUT! freak! crap! lobster! prawns!
tday's performance for me was a disaster.
its e costume.
which leads to me, looking flustered. panic. paiseh. & then finally. forgetting e steps.
but yes, i've learnt an important lesson.
thank God, nothing was exposed.

AAAAHhhHHHHHHHH!!!!

if only Jesus had a handphone.
if only Jesus could talk to me verbally.

i need fluoxetine. desperately

GO WATCH ONE LITRE OF TEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS A MUST!!!
CRY TILL U LAO SAI MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!

go crunchyroll.com/youtube.com
but go crunchyroll.com better. whole epi dl-ed. not broken into parts.
its damn touching. based on a true story abt this 15 years old girl who've got
spinocerebellar degeneration disease.however, some characters were added in.

she (aya) said,
I really don't want to say things such as "I want to go back to how things were before".I recognize how I am right now, and I will continue to live on.
it really made me stop & think. she's really very strong. shld all learn frm her when facing problems.
kudos to her man.

went to mediacorp for e past 2 days to support Groove Avenue & Snaap.
e first day, met this ridiculous taxi uncle. he came to return us Jaei's hp, but yet demanded $10.70 frm me to pay for his ride.
thou its legal to do so, but in the first place he shld had informed me abt it. then of cos we will give him e $. but he's out to cheat us money luh. at first told me he's going to tanjong pagar then come back to mediacorp. but when i called him agn, he said he's gng to yishun first.
and when i met him, throughout e whole conversation he kept emphasizing that he's being kind hearted.suppperrrrr thicked skinned luh.
what's the definition of being kind hearted man.
doing gd deeds yet desire for rewards. tht's being realistic. not kind hearted.

2nd day. damn. thicked skinned ppl agn.
e whole row belongs to nra peeps, cus some were late thus e seats were left emptied.
they havent even annouced tht those emtpy seats will be opened up to those ppl w no seat no. tix./ those at the balcony then came these 3 old ppl; 2 aunties & 1 uncle.
we tried to explain to em nicely that our friends were on their way, but they just sat down w tht damn kiasu & notorious facial expression on em.
one of e auntie even said this to us, wo men speccsio hoh! ticket mei hao mao hoh!
then thot tht uncle would be better, not tht kiasu. since he's a HE. but! who knows! bu yao jiao wo ang-ge hoh, wo jiu shi yao zuo zai zhe li!
aft e 3 of em finally chose their seats, they sat down w tht see-what-you-can-do-to-me-hmph!! face.
kao! their skin's made up of tree barks + pig skin + metal & whatever tht is thick man!


its e 2nd time i dreamt tht i found her. it sucks when i woke up. realizing its all a dream.
she's not there to wake me up on weekends/hols anymore.
my dad told me, i shld forget abt it. 2 weeks alr. but i knew tht deep down in his heart, he haven't give up yet.
eversince yumi's gone. i haven't seen my dad laugh like crazy or like a small kid anymore.
if only tht mon, i had went home! things would be diff! i had alr applied for leave. so why didn't i went back home?
yah, if only.
my life's filled w "if only"s
im freaking pissed off w tht woman. she's getting on my nerves day by day.
what did she do w my dog? gt bring my dog home w her? if yes, got bring my dog down to urine & shit or not? got feed my dog properly? cus my dog's damn fussy. only mutton/beef cum rice. & those biscuits we bought.
then if no? did she left my dog somewhere? called up AVA?
where does she live man! & damnit! why cant i find her on e net? since she's e one who left e info tht ppl email her to get her to cut their dog's fur & stuffs.

i know im being such an ass. instead of feeling emo & angry here, i could go find her. but its raining. raining raining raining. e woman won't come down. its been 2 weeks! what's tht woman busy w!


till e very last drop of venezia's tiramisu. lol!

aft finishing: happy dog :D ahahaha!

went to spca ytd morning,
fruitless trip.

then to church. attended reu lessons as per normal.
but a lot of ppl like abby, emma, jon, glenn din came. then slowly i came to realise
its 2007 now. they are 19 alr, thus graduated frm iy. which means tht im 18 this year!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im 18!!!!!!
i can go jail now. rightfully by law.

okay, my resolutions. lagged abit.
-stop skipping classes.
-to save enough money to go to S.A. for 2010's world cup.
-to change my foul temper.
-to find tht a lot of ppl arnd me are actually adorable than detestable.
-to be a better christian.
-to be more hardworking. stop lazing arnd.
-to change tht heckcare attitude of mine.
-TO FIND THT WOMAN WHO HAS MY DOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-to be more friendly :D
-to improve in my dance. must come out frm my comfort zone.
;to be able to dance like a girl & yet can dance like a guy for hiphop & bla bla.
-to be taller! its my last yr!!! FREAK! im 18!!
-to have more patience.
-to learn more new stuffs.
-not to take things for granted.
-learn to appreciate/cherish the people & stuffs arnd me.
;tht not everyone has their "tomorrows"

I WANT HER BACK LUH!!!!!!!!! :'(

performed for some child aid charity concert thingy ytd.


chambermaids.

this is freaky!!!! e mirror reflection actually looks like me.

kenneth.

pump it.